Never ever take online classes

If I ever think it is a good idea to take an online class again somebody shoot me.

Ok so like seven months later you are all probly wondering where I was....I was off licking my wounds from the whole Scott feasco and trying to get him to leave me alone. Now seven months later and one nasty email from morgan later he is finaly leaving me alone....hopefuly this can last. Must go finish final for stupid class.

Have fun fun in Minnisota or where ever you are going~ Solomon

TOWSON HERE WE COME!!!!!

And Jesus said "It is finished"

Ohh man I feel like I have given up my soul today. Sorry if i am being sacreligous but oh finals are the death of me. I only got two hours of sleep if any last night because I was working on papers because my stupid disk was being.....stupid. ohh well it is done and i hope i can pass my english class. I will be very upset if that doesnt happen. well more later taters i have a headach and maybe go sleep.

Emptiness overflows my soul

hello everyone,
So this weekend has been very interesting. And because of it I acutualy have time on my hands. Last night I didnt know what to do with myself. So I am getting ahead of myself. Back up to thursday last week. I had only worked three days that week so I only had 60 dollors which were spoken for gas and bulbs for my garden leaving 50 to my name and the celtic festivel to go to.  So I was freaking out because I knew I would need gas to get down there which coasted me thirty dollors to fill my tank up and then to get in and then if I needed to take Georgi home....you can see I was freaking out. So Then I got an email from a lady I babysit for asking me if i could on friday. I was like salvation ....ohh crap friday is me and scotts night. So I looked when I would babysit and saw that i would be done by 8:30. even worse. So i call scott on georgi's cell phone and asked him if it would be ok. I get a flipping guilt trip about it. So I was like I am just trying to keep you happy and to which he answered too late. I hung up the phone and started crying. I said yes to the babysitting job. Thursday night rolls around and me and Scott have a huge drop kick drag out fight involving me sobbing him crying the whole works. So needless to say I didnt sleep last night. Friday: babysit go get morgan because she and georgi are spending the night to go to the celtic festivel with me. So morgan is late because Kinkos is stupid. Scott gets pissed at me because we are late and I forgot me cell phone so I couldnt call him. I say i am sorry on the phone and go to the kinkos near my house. we get home and hour late and scott rehashes everything and starts getting mad at me as soon as he gets out of his car(why he didnt go into the house i dont know my family doesnt bite....much) So i am like its a nice night lets go to my park. Scott was like I haven eaten dinner yet yadda yadda guilt trip stuff. so at this point I am trying to keep the peace and keep Morgan and Georgi from killing him.  I say well we can go inside you can eat and we can go to the park. So we go inside I help the girls get thier stuff in my room and we start cleaning so they can have a place to sleep. So scott comes down and was like arent we going to the park. At that moment I had just remembered that we could not go to the park because we have a curfew on the park because of the drug dealers. So I said We can because of the Drug dealers. Scott snaps at me So when were you going to tell me this. I said I just remembered and he stomped back upstairs with me saying you dont have to leave. At this point i felt like I was back at work just i was trying to pacify Scott not elizabeth and I was not getting paided for this. I nearly started crying.
So I went upstairs to be nice to scott but he starts another dropkick drag out fight. During this one he started to raise his voice. I told him to be quiet because my mom was sleeping and he said something really insulting about my mom. Finaly at Midnight Morgan comes up and says that we need to go to bed. Scott nearly throws a fit about that. He demands that I think about what I want out of this relationship and basicly makes me out to be a sniveling basket case. I felt so insulted by the end of it, it was all I could do to keep myself from clocking him. So I show him out of the house and run down to my room and sob on and off for two hours.
Saturday: I had not slept all night. We drove to Jarins house and went to the celtic festivel. I was ok for the first part. I had made up my mind the night before and during the morning before we got to Jarins that I was going to break it off with Scott.  AT lunch I lose it and start to cry and freak out because I know Scott is going to be mad at me and I didnt know what he would do or say. Morgan started to confort me and since I was sitting down and she was standing up she shielded my face with her body. I calmed down but the rest of the day I was having and esculading Anxiaty attack. Those are the really bad ones that take on the symptomes of a heart attack. When we stopped at a starbucks after the festivel I nearly fainted twice while we were there. So we make it home and I call scott. He is still at work so i hang up untill he is out of work. Morgan Georgi and i  all go inside and hang out with the others. Then Scott calls and i tell him that we need to break up. He starts yelling so loud I am holding my arm nearly at arms distance and i can still hear him. I tell him the reasons why and he is still insulting to me. So finaly i have taken enough of it and I hang up on him. I am shaking still but that is because my body is trying to relax from so stressful a time. Morgan hands me her cell phone and tells me to call Solomon(he is my little brother and makes everything better when I talk to him) So jarin shows me a place I can lay down in peace and morgan gets me a drink of water. I call Solomon and we talk for a bit. He asks me if I want to go get food since he was home. I said yes so we did then I went home and slept the first good nights sleep I had had in a long time. So that was my weekend. Sorry for the length of the post I left alot out or condenced it as much as I could. I have to go to work.